RAIN WITHIN
Therese, Vancouver BC


I am so happy after being well for so long from breast cancer after a full mastectomy and DIEP flap re-construction - going onto 6 years now. YEAH! The road was a long one, however, the most healing of my life.

I have enclosed a poem I wrote after all the treatment, surgery, and road to recovery when my doctors discovered another lump. The lump ended up being only fatty tissue however nothing brings me quicker to my knees than the thought of my health being in question. I now stand in complete grace and just got married, I am so thankful. I stand with a grateful heart as after all the surgery and scars etc it took me a long time to get to the place of knowing my inner beauty and that each scar represents a complete surrender, not at all a battle wound.

Tears are for memory, memory of what we have, had and what is to come.

RAIN WITHIN

Rivers of Blessings flow
In and through me
The well of tears stored rise up to greet me-
Knowing the only place is Release!

If I attempted to capture them
Against their will
I would float in a sea of
Denial!

It is in the Release
That comes the travel
That comes the freedom
That comes the healing
That comes the knowing
That creates the comfort
That connects me to
My Soul
To my Being
To the Me

So tears come on
And let's dance
Let's swirl together
Until we drop

A comfort in each other
A knowing in one another
A place just kept for us
A gift to share with another
A waterfall of sorrow
A loss - regained - found
To gather in a pool of Blessing
Rain Within


Recipes for Summer 2010




Minted Honeydew Cooler
3 cups cubed honeydew melon
1 cup unsweetened pineapple juice
1 cup crushed ice
2 Tbsp. honey
2 Tbsp. fresh mint leaves
Combine all ingredients in blender or food processor and puree until smooth.

Makes 4 servings. Per serving: 99 calories, 0 g total fat (0 g saturated fat), 25 g carbohydrates, <1 g protein, 1 g dietary fiber, 25 mg sodium.




Strawberry Kiwi Smoothie
1 cup 100 percent apple juice
1 container (8 oz.) strawberry nonfat yogurt
2 whole kiwi fruit, peeled and chopped
1 package (10 oz.) frozen unsweetened strawberries
1 tsp. almond extract
In blender, place apple juice, yogurt and kiwi. Blend until smooth. Add strawberries and almond extract. Blend again until smooth and thick. Serve immediately. (Unused portions may be frozen.)
Makes 4 servings. Per serving: 111 calories, <1 g. total fat (0 g. saturated fat), 26 g. carbohydrates, 3 g. protein, 3 g. dietary fiber, 32 mg. sodium.
Courtesy of American Institute for Cancer Research www.aicr.org

Archived Journeys Pages

Spring 2010 Vol.1 No. 2 Believe Anita Cochrane
Winter 2010 Volume 01 No.1 Chemo Side Effects: Memory Elise Partridge
Fall 2009 Vol. 10 No. 4 One Square Inch Dacia Reid
Summer 2009 Vol.10 No.3 Random Act of Kindness Nancy Bryson
Spring 2009 Vol.10 No. 2 What is Positive? C.J. Brown
Winter 2009 Vol.10 No.1 Survivors Hope Sarah Bogach
Fall 2008 Vol. 9 No. 4 Farewell Desires Elise Partridge, Vancouver BC
Summer 2008 Vol.9 No.3 The Compost Rose Judith Quinlan
Spring 2008 Vol.9 No.2 Lorie and Marnie
Winter 2008 Vol.9 No.1 Young Women with Breast Cancer: Just want to have fun again! Kim Tempest
Fall 2007 Vol. 8 No. 4 The Cry Phyllis d'Entremont, Vancouver
Summer 2007 Vol.8 No.3 A Back to Work Journey Ronna Finkleman
Spring 2007 Vol. 8 No. 2 The Wheel of Life Kathy Santini
Winter 2007 Vol. 8 No.1 The Second Time Around Lisa Brewster
Fall 2006 Vol. 6 No. 4 Impressions Sandra Titus
Summer 2006 Vol.7 No.3 Voices Making a Difference Eva Dick
Spring 2006 Vol. 7 No. 2 Listen ... Ingrid Boon
Winter 2006 Vol. 7 No.1 Fear By Linda McLean, Comox BC
Fall 2005 Vol. 6 No. 4 Re-framing Hope: Living with Metastatic Cancer Dodie Katzenstein
Summer 2005 Vol. 6 No. 3 The Young and the Breastless Look Ahead Denise Graham
Spring 2005 Vol. 6 No. 2 The Things People Say and Do
Winter 2005 Vol. 6 No. 1 Take Action Now and Change the Future! Lynn Macdonald, Kelowna BC
Fall 2004 Vol. 5 No. 4 A Cancer Journey Phyllis d'Entremont
Summer 2004 Vol. 5 No. 3 The First Dance Irene Van Iderstine
Spring 2004 Vol.5 No. 2 A Mourning In Eight Parts Dawn Turpin
Winter 2004 Vol. 5 No.1 The "Agata" Pilgrimage Rosemary Shandler
Fall 2003 Vol.4 No.4 Tribute to a Personal Hope Chest Marly
Summer 2003 Vol.4 No.3 The Last 8 months Cindy Lester
Spring 2003 Vol.4 No.2 Hats, Hats, Hats and Me! Anita Fownes
Winter 2003 Vol.4. No.1 Beauty and the Breast! Heidi Sorenson
Fall 2002 Vol.3 No.4 Life on the Other Side! Marion van der Zon
Summer 2002 Vol.3 No.3 The Iris Susan Coleman
Spring 2002 Vol.3 No.2 The Mala Concept Yvonne Delory
Winter 2002 Vol.3. No.1 A Surprise for Mom! Carole McCutcheon
Fall 2001 Vol.2 No.4 A Decision to Test for Hereditary Genes M.W.
Summer 2001 Vol.2 No.3 A Daughter's Story Deborah Rusch
Spring 2001 Vol.2 No.2 Coming out the other side / Vulnerability Barbara Ray Beal
Winter 2001 Vol.2 No.1 A Partner's Journey Steve Sawyer
Fall 2000 Vol.1 No.4 A Healing Retreat Donna Pease
Summer 2000 Vol.1 No.3 Benefits of Support and Friendships Lynda Van der Minne
Spring 2000 Vol.1 No.2 No longer Silent Margie Ostroff
Winter 2000 Vol.1 No.1 Mind, Body, and Soul Marly Wietzke

Home |  Feature |  Medical News |  Healthy Living |  Journeys |  Insight |  Hot Flashes |  Complementary Corner
What's Going On |  Resource Guide |  Sponsors |  Contact Info